Repentance leads to a need for God.

Ignorance of the presence God and rebellion my youth lead me to repentance.If anyone knew my before they would know I am very different.I know my story has a place in God's plan. I was probably always looking for him in the wrong place. My meeting with God is very specific. It happened on a night I was just broken by the lies and the hurt we where all inflicting on each other. I cried out to Him not yet knowing who he was.I wrote a poem about his whispers and how I know he was calling all this time.. Soon after I went through God's much needed discipline in my life. I remember the first introduction I had of Him was in the bible(The bible found on the bus) and it said that he knited me in my mothers womb and knew my every thought, before I think it. Then I knew I had nothing left to hide he has always known me. Psalms 19 and proverbs spoke to me about the evil in men and how to guard my heart and guide my life. Then after major training took place in my quite place King County Jail. I landed a friend in Shoreline Community Church, I found belonging. I found grace. I found Love. I found my Love Jesus and will never let him go....

Patrick Joseph McNulty

This cancer journey is hard for you...You are beginning to slip into depression. I am hear to pray for you. Your car broke down on several occasions I am hear to drive you. You are frustrated because of this lot that has been given. You curse the service worker out for no reason.I am hear for you. No matter how we feel we must do our best in-and with God and man. Today you began to tell me that Buddha and Jesus are a lot alike. I meant to bring you that book by Ravi Zacharias The Lotus and the Cross. You said something about the sea and how thats where dead go and as long as you believe in 'god' you will make it... I said well, don't know about that... Buddha may have been a good man,and maybe a prince but surly the not the son of God. I said goto God you have to confess that Jesus is lord and believe in your heart. You said to many people would be left if its like that.... I said the bible says that "and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord" (Philippians 2:11) I think God placed me here with you for a reason.